♥♥ Short & sWeet ♥♥

2008-05-29T04:24:00.000+08:00

MARIE DIGBY - SAY IT AGAIN

Once again, i'm addicted to her songs...

Her voice is quite soothing =)

Hope you enjoy it too~

with the meaningful lyrics of coz ~!

2008-05-29T03:32:00.004+08:00

pItStoP

dreadfulness fell upon us
every bit of pieces of these scandals
always seem so useless

I wonder n wonder tight
I ponder n ponder right
Whats right n whats tight?
or what's up with us at this very night?

When everything seem right
In this cozy night
You seem to hold it on tight
Just like a manly knight

Knight that face night
Night which fears knight
Is this right tight?
Or is this real tight fight?

I wouldn't know
You wouldn't want me to
I wouldn't care
That because you wouldn't allow me too
I wouldn't get hurt by all n all
Why?
I' am strong myself of course
Strong to take your word in
Strong to take your word for real even if its a fake~

Its FakE
but
I TakE & reMadE

Remade it for the crowd to see
A wondrous sign & future
Where it use to be seen
but have never been
or think that it may be seen :
~BE SEEN IN REALITY~

~L~

Just Another-DREAM-

2008-05-26T20:03:00.012+08:00

Just Another-DREAM-

Today is like a dream,
A dream of no yesterday;
Nor there is tomorrow.

A dream of everlasting beauty,
With no envy or guilt,
in any inner being.

Hey baby, do you feel this dream?
This everlasting dream,
That doesn't meet an end;
no matter to what extend.

Every night,
Remembering,
Remembering to close my eyes;
Every day,
Ignoring,
Ignoring daylight;
Plainly & solely waiting,
Waiting for the arrival of the moon light.

Stop & stare at your glowing lil eyes,
I knew for SURE that this isn't a dream;
But closing my eyes,
Makes my tears swim.

Water which couldn't stop flowing down my cheek,
Indescribable feeling,
where i couldn't feel my muscle twitch;
Everything & every moment,
each make me weak;
Walking towards these,
only makes me weep.

Forever it didn't last,
For this all it's just part of my lust;
Wanting more,
Cravings stored.

>>Twist in my story,
Nothing to worry?
Or there's nothing to query? <<

Bright Daylight,
Shine me with its might;
Dreams stumbled,
Reality toppled....

It's just another beautiful dream~~

A dream which I wouldn't hope to end,
A dream with just you & me;
A dream which appears in a cinema scene,
A dream that wouldn't deplete but seen;
Seen by many,
Including me~~

~L~

Marie Digby - Miss Invisible (Original Song)

2008-05-26T01:29:00.004+08:00

> Sweet calming song < > meaningful too < > enjoy darlings... <

MARIE DIGBY lyrics

Just-4-Laughs >1<

2008-05-26T01:16:00.002+08:00

Just-4-Laughs >1<

Stupid questions with smart answers!

BOY : May I hold your hand?
GIRL : No thanks, it isn't heavy.

GIRL : Say you love me! Say you love me!
BOY : You love me...

GIRL : If we become engaged will you give me a ring??
BOY : Sure, what's your phone number??

GIRL : I think the poorest people are the happiest.
BOY : Then marry me and we'll be the happiest couple

GIRL : Darling, I want to dance like this forever.
BOY : Don't you ever want to improve??

. buDdies .

2008-05-23T23:23:00.003+08:00

23RD MAY 08

*=-* had a wonderful outting with my BEST buddy *=-*
*=-* Hanna baby *=-* & *=-* big bro Andrew a.k.a Hex *=-*

# PICTURE SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS #

here you go >>

my best buddy

*=-* Hanna baby *=-*

*=-* big bro Andrew a.k.a Hex *=-*

*=-* Hanna baby *=-*

*=-* piZZA anyone? *=-*

*=-* PiZZa kakak *=-*

*=-* Hanna watcha doin there ar? im eating! *=-*

*=-* Hanna's new bags *=-*
hope u love it!

drop by my fren's shop too!!

LENG LUI ok!!
go visit her shop in
ASIA AVENUE >> i-candy

ok sory ppl....don't mean to cam whore..
but dis shirt/ watever u call it

is rm 189 ~!~!

can't buy it...
so...=P

~L~

SEnsitivity-annoyed!

2008-05-23T21:44:00.004+08:00

SEnsitivity-annoyed!

I'm suppose to be happy today coz i went out with my best best buddy...
I came home from an outing as usual
&
some stupid nut said something that offended me real badly!!

I'm really really pissed right now
so whoever that's reading this
don't get offended if i mention anything harsh!

I just don't get it why people are so freaking sensitive
& just so closed minded....

can't a GUY & just a GAL be close or best budds??

MUST IT OWEZ BE THE SAME GENDER?
&
I still don't get it what is wrong by conversing
with you best budd with language or
WORDS which only you & your best budd understand
whereas no ONE will.....

Is that SO wrong?

Does it mean that they have " SOMETHING " in between them?

YES !! OF COURSE THEY HAVE SOMETHING IN BETWEEN THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!

FOOLS!!!!

or else!! they wont be BEST BUDD!!!! is that so hard to understand????

whoever you are out there...
can you pls & pls not be so freaked minded
&
NOT SO SENSITIVE!!!!

stop bugging me with this issue!! i repeat!!

WE ARE JUST BEST BUDDS!

STOP THINKING THAT HE IS MY BOYFRIEND~!~!
OR HE LIKES ME
OR WHATEVER BULLSHIT!
HE IS NOT~!

I'M SOSOSOSOSO ANNOYED WITH THIS KIND OF SHIT~!

" Siapa yg makan cili , dia yg terasa pedas "

you noe hu u are out there!! read this post loud & clear!!!

~L~

Tinky-Tinkerbell

2008-05-21T08:47:00.008+08:00

Find Out Which Disney Girl You Are!
created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Tinkerbell

She's sassy, she's sarcastic, and she's such a fashionista - Tinkerbell is definitely one of the rebels of the Disney girls - just like you! Sometimes that temper of yours can get you into hot water, but at least people know you're there for them in the tough spots!

Tinkerbell

92%

Belle

83%

Jane

75%

Megara

71%

Cinderella

67%

Violet

67%

Pocahontas

67%

Ariel

58%

Aurora (Sleeping Beauty)

58%

Snow White

58%

Jasmine

42%

Alice

38%

Esmerelda

38%

Mulan

33%

ok my dear friends, YES i got SO bored that i actually took the test & guess what!! I'm TINKER-BELL!!!

ok, i'm making sound so sarcastic...
looks like it fits my blog
named <> SHORT & SWEET <> after all~~

Why can't I be something else?
hmm...i guess alot of ppl had been asking that all day long
but yet
still no answer or watsoevr huh?

but noe wat i rmbr, a quote frm sumwhere, sum restaurant i think...

it goes somthing like >>

IF U CAN'T GET WHAT U LIKE ;
WHY NOT LIKE WHAT U GET ?

I THINK IT IS QUITE RIGHT IN A WAY....

Life is always unpredictable,
until the moment v loose it...
den v'll noe how much v use to LOVE it....
so why not love it now??

~~L~~

Humans

2008-05-21T02:16:00.007+08:00

Humans

Humans are wonderful beings.
They talk, they walk , they even think!! wow!! how amazing!!

However, nothing is ever perfect around us.

We always think that we have made the best choice or decision.
So flatered that everything is over & decided & never took a second glimpse at it.

We wouldn't have a second thoughts about the negative side of lots of things going around us. We tend to make the wrong choice & decision & never realize or ever be bothered much. Where certain things which were said & done can't turn back anymore.

What if you really made the wrong choice?
Are you going to stand the guilt/ regret for life?

Yes, no , maybe?
:: i don't know...:: many would say...
but i think all of us can agree on ONE thing
We DO NOT wana make ANY single decision or choice that we will regret someday later!

Humans are just wonderful! They want everything & just everything to go their own way! When things turns out the other way & not PLAN A , they would just lose it & freak out!

in this sad sad world, theres only these few type of ppl appearing when things don't go their way>>

A) Stay calm as if nothing happened & get solution / PLAN B
B) Freak out & find for solution / PLAN B
C) Freak out & sit + stone & have no idea or watsoever on how to do anything anymore
D) Sit & WAit for problem to be solved
E) (i love this one) JUST JUMP OFF THE BUILDING!!

Which type are you my dear?

I can't pick myself, every choice seems too tempting, especially the very last 1 (E)!
Cool choice huh?
*knock ur head*

Humans also define as>>
H - HARD
U - USELESS
M - MAD
A - AMBIGUITY
N - NONSENSE
S - STUPID

u see? there you go.... sigh....we...humans...

quoted from somewhere::

# life like a written book,without and eraser,you cant erase what happened to you and you cant do it over,you just have to live with it and be the best that you can be. #

~L~

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2008-05-21T01:27:00.005+08:00

I'm so lost now, wana post stuff here but these words keep bugging my head!!
i can't seem to be able to write anything out but to stare at m own lappy screen n tear..

Here's something to share>>>

MAYBE BY SECONDHAND SERENADE

Didn't you wanna hear
the sound of all the places we could go?
Do you fear
the expressions on the faces we don't know?
It's a cold, hard road when you wake up,
and I don't think that I have the strength
to let you go.

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.

There goes my ring,
it might as well have been shattered.
And I'm here to sing
about the things that mattered.
About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long.
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong.

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.

And someday, I promise I'll be gone.
And someday, I might even sing this song to you.
I might even sing this song to you.
To you, to you, to you...
And I was crying alone tonight,
and I was wasting all of my life
just thinking of you.
So just come back,
we'll make it better.
So just come back,
I'll make it better than it ever was.
I'll make it better than it ever was.

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.

(I want it all, don't leave right now.
I'll give you everything.)

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face makes me wish
that I was never brought into this place.
Maybe it's just me

tAgged by NAt. O__O

2008-05-19T20:05:00.011+08:00

tAgged by NAt. O__O

1. What is the most important thing in your life?
ღ money ღ

2. What is the last thing you bought with your own money?
ღ medication =.=" ღ

3.Where do you wish to get married?
ღ oPen aired gArden... maybe underwater XP ღ

4. How old do you think you'll be permanently owned by your lover?
ღ will i even have one to be owned? ღ

5. Are you in love?
ღ yEs , nO , maYbe ღ

6. Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
ღ mCd (for supper which i NORMALLY dun eat supper) ღ

7. Name the latest book you bought?
ღ P.S. I LOVE YOU ღ (wait, its given to me.. OPPPS!)

8. What is your full name?
ღ Pxxx Sxxxxx LeiT ღ

9. Do you prefer mother or father?
ღ either nonE? or both... ღ

10. Name a person that you really wish to meet in your real life for the first time.
ღ sHrek ღ

11. Christina or Britney?
ღ Christney! ღ

12. Do you do your own laundry?
ღ nope ღ

13. The most exciting place you want to go?
ღ heaven ღ ( but not aLONE pls~!)

14. Hugs or Kisses?
ღ both are equally basic.... but....hugs? ღ

15. Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
(mUn yEE)
ღ kawAii ღ
ღ loVes black ღ
ღ sWeet ღ
ღ friendly ღ
ღ she's not THAT emo after all ღ

16. 8 things I'm passionate about
ღ sleeping ღ
ღ cHeering people ღ
ღ cheErleading ღ
ღ on-9-ing ღ
ღ piCking things which i Love ღ (nothing will stop me)
ღ hanging with fRens &...frenz ღ
ღ danCing ღ
ღ being a friend ღ

17.8 things I say too often
ღ Don't know ღ
ღ ya gUa? ღ
ღ i think ღ
ღ yer~! ღ
ღ wEi~! ღ
ღ stupid ღ
ღ muackx ღ
ღ really? ღ

18.8 books I've read recently
ღ P.S. I LOVE YOU ღ (dats all)

19.8 songs I could listen to over and over again
ღ Secondhand Serenade [} Maybe {] ღ
ღ Counting Crows [}Accidentally in Love {] ღ
ღ Leona Lewis [} Bleeding love {] ღ
ღ Anna Tsuchiya [} Rose {] ღ
ღ Olivia inspi' Reira(trapnest) Nana [} A Liltle Pain{] ღ
ღ Avril [} iNnocense {] ღ
ღ Shanks & Bigfoot [} Sweet Like Chocolate {] ღ
ღ Anna Tsuchiya [} Stand by Me {] ღ

20.8 things I learnt last year
ღ Cheerleading ღ
ღ Form 5 pure science classes craps ღ
ღ dRiving illegally ღ
ღ don't sleep at all for days ღ
ღ sKipp school without anyone knowing ღ (still think dat im in scol helping tcher)
ღ Handle sum major prob ღ (which occurs the same time with my sPM)
ღ To Be SAFE in whatever WE DO!! ღ
ღ make my own POM-POMS!! ღ

21.8 people you tag
ღGrace Kohღ
ღSamuelღ
ღAnushaღ
ღNickღ
ღKellyღ
ღJun Kangღ
ღMagdaleneღ
ღHanna baby!!ღ

new hair T.T

2008-05-18T00:24:00.005+08:00

Pls do not be deceived by my pictures.

In real life, it looks nothing like it... camera angling... hmmm...... =.="
*speechless*

The back is really short short tho...cant seem to b able to snap a single pic out of it...

It so hard to live without my "lil tail" behind~!

Feel SO insecure Feel SOO NAKED!!!!!! Y.Y *sobs*

[} Ok ppl, im wearing someThing ok ?!!
(before my "lil tail" went missing) {]

[} After my "lil tail" R.I.P {]

Can't help it to feel odd n ugly ~! @__@ Maybe a lil fat too.. @__@
That's why i try to avoid cutting my hair...especially SHORT~!~!~!

Haven't been having short hair in my life... (apart from when i was 11yrs old)

XP

~L~

What kind of guy relationship do you need

2008-05-15T13:00:00.007+08:00

I actually took this lame test/quiz from blogthings.com ~! It's lame, i know....

But come to think of it,
What kind of guy relationship do YOU/I/ everyone around need?

I am VERY aware that I'm still studying & shouldn't be thinking about this matter.

Honestly, haven't any & ANY of you wonder the same question once in a while too?

Here's my results>>

The way to your heart is through TOUCH.
You need a very gentle relationship, and a man who knows when to be there and when to give you space. He is always happy to hold you and keep you warm, and he's the kind of guy who remembers the little things and squeezes your hand when you need it. Your man needs to be great at sensing emotion and he tries hard.

Oh well, can't deny that that isn't true... ooopps!!

However, question keeps arising. how can this kind of test determine what kind of guy you need the most?
Shouldn't things be in your own bare hands?

*A guy which knows when to be there & when to give you space...*

I went in deep thoughts for a while....

Won't this mean he'll treat you in sudden warmness & sometimes he just treats you casually & couldn't care-less about anything else?

People have the tendency to fall for anyone or get attracted to someone, someday....
Somehow, when fears sip in, things always change.....

Have you ever been afraid of meeting the wrong guy?
Have you ever been afraid of losing the perfect guy you met?
Have you ever get worried of whether he'll be bored of having you around one day?
Have you been afraid that this is JUST a dream?

What kind of guy relationship do you need?

This question lies in our own bare hands...
not in that quiz that numerous people gone through (including me =.=" sad...)

To stick & stay
To move on
To love
To be love
To care
&
To care for~~

EVERYTHING LIES WITHIN YOURSELF

P.S :: Fight your fears...

~L~

~ Q ~

2008-05-13T21:44:00.003+08:00

1} WHAT HAPPENS YOUR BEST FRIEND IS NOT YOUR BEST FRIEND?

2} WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOUR BEST FRIEND TURNS HIS/HER BACK ON
YOU?

3} WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU'RE MEETING YOUR DEAD END IN YOUR
LIFE?

4} WHAT HAPPENS WHEN THE PERSON YOU WANT TO CARE THE MOST FOR
YOU DOESN'T DO SO?

5} WHAT HAPPENS WHEN THE PERSON YOU CARE THE MOST, DON'T CARE
ABOUT YOUR LIFE & DEATH?

6} WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU'RE JUST SO SICK OF EVERYTHING &
EVERY SINGLE THING AROUND YOU?

7} WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU CAN'T FIND A SINGLE PERSON WHO CARES?

8} WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU'RE ALL ALONE IN THIS WORLD?

9} WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU JUST WANT TO STOP ALL OF THIS?

10} WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU CAN'T FIND YOU TRUE SELF ANYMORE?

11} WHAT HAPPENS WHEN TROUBLE JUST SEEM TO RUSH TOWARDS YOU
ONE AFTER ANOTHER?

12} WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU'VE LOST THE ONES YOU LOVE?

13} WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU FOUND OUT THAT YOUR LIFE PARTNER IS'T
COMPATIBLE WITH YOU?

14} WHAT HAPPENS . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Things are always getting out of hands.

May be not for ALL of us... but for most of us..

Just WHAT HAPPENS~~

~L~

eNcounteR

2008-05-13T01:08:00.003+08:00

Came across this story today that I particularly enjoyed – trust you will too!

A carrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee...You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again.

! A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.

Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first s he placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word.

In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, 'Tell me what you see.'

'Carrots, eggs, and coffee,' she replied.

Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard boiled egg.

Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich ar oma. The daughter then asked, 'What does it mean, mother?'

Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity: boiling water. Each reacted differently. The carrot went in strong, hard, and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened. The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water.

'Which are you?' she asked her daughter. 'When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength?

Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart?

Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you. When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest, do you elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling.

Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

You might want to send this message to those people who mean something to you (I JUST DID); to those who have touched your life in one way or another; to those who make you smile when you really need it; to those who make you see the brighter side of things when you are really down; to those whose friendship you appreciate; to those who are so meaningful in your life.

Realize

2008-05-12T01:01:00.001+08:00

Song Of The Day :: Colbie Caillat - Realize

Take time to realize
That your warmth is
Crashing down on me
Take time to realize
That I am on your side
Well didn't I, didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you
If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, now
Colbie Caillat
Take time to realize
Oh oh, I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you
Take time to realize
Oh oh, I'm on your side
Oh ooo oh ooo oh
But I can't spell it out for you
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you
If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, but
It's not the same
If you don't feel it too
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way
It could be the same for you
If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other
Just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, now
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now

LiFe+YOurseLf

2008-05-10T02:58:00.010+08:00

It's 3 a.m. on a Saturday morning where i should be sleeping. haha!

Just felt that I should be posting something.
My blog is getting a bit too lonely these days.
Felt happy that I'm having my term break now and , and, and.... my blog isn't BLACK! don't seem so emo anymore! XP

Just been thinking about a blog a read earlier today.
hated reading but just went on reading it cause it strike on me quite a bit reading that particular post.

All i can summarize is that people always OR tends to live according to other people's expectations knowingly or unknowingly. At least i know most of us are.

Everyday millions of us would strife and try so hard to be our TRUE-SELF.

Did he see it? Did she see what I'm doing?

In society, anything which is odd or doesn't go according to the culture or norm of a particular community, group or click, will ALWAYS be regarded as abnormal, thus being rejecting in the society.

None of us and NONE OF US are here to live up to any one's expectation.

" ~I DO MY THING AND YOU DO YOURS~ "

AIN'T THAT TRUE?

1} To survive,
2} To fit in,
3} To avoid trouble,
4} To get rewarded

Which are you?

Most of us had betrayed our true self~!

Ask yourself....
who are you?

Who are you before this?

How were you like before any of this happen?

Were you still the same old you? or have you changed?

It is good to change for the BETTER MAN OF TOMORROW....

What happens today, or should i say the "YOU" you SEE today isn't you anymore?

Who are you gona put this blame on?

YOU?

PARENTS?

FAMILY MEMBERS?

BOYFRIEND? GIRLFRIEND?

GUYS / GIRLS THAT CHEATED YOU?

FRIENDS AND FOES?

I have once heard a psychologist said this ::

~ Humans are flexible complex organism.
~ We are capable of adapting to new features in life for the best of ourselves
~ We have the ABILITY to do so too
~ Fate is always in our very own BARE hands.
~ Humans tend to change with their environment.

The only difference is ::
:: How much :: :: How fast :: :: How WELL ::
Every individual cope and adapt themselves in situations or changes around them.

Like babies, some are fast learners some are slower in adaptation. ::

We are all here on earth in search of our TRUE self...

UNfortunately, wind will blow from every direction and angle it can fit itself.

Things don't always follow what we wished for...

There are ups and down... may be left and rights too!! ^-^

Be determine and confident of what you were/are ;
Be determine and confident of who you were/are too~
BUT
changes and adaptation should be made if it's for the better man of tomorrow...

Even though no one sees it or noticed it...

STAY TRUE TO YOURSELF!

BE NATURAL!

[] you are not alone out there []

YOU OWN YOUR OWN LIFE~!

~L~

[] I CAN/CAN'T HANDLE THIS MYSELF []

2008-05-08T01:12:00.003+08:00

ok....fine fine....i admit....my fault....i promise dis fren of mine dat i'll slp early....
&
yes.....~!!! ok!! i ADmit AGAIN.... I'M FREAKING OUT STILL~!

Whole day of thinking alone.... don't know who to go to.... evry1 seems too occupied.

May be i did the same when they needed me
May be they have important stuff to do too?

Want to find comfort but don't who or where to turn to~
Finding for "you" but where are "you" ?
Thought of not bugging "you" , your day would be better~
Seems that i'm wrong~~
Needed "your" comfort
Did i knock on the wrong door?

"You" had a bad day

I noticed but didn't ask

Should I? Should I not?

where do i stand?

Wanted to question but i can't
Wanted to be there but i can't officially
Wanted everything the best for "you" but always seems wrong...

ALWAYS & ALWAYS . . . . . . .

I know i'm never "yours" nor "yours"

Just want to be myself & forever myself

REPHRASE ::

Just want to be BY myself & forever BY myself

P.S: at least i know this would be less soffocating and it would be the best for everyone~

~L~

. . . .

2008-05-07T18:40:00.003+08:00

i'm just posting this to get my mind off sumthg that really freaked me out today. something really freakish happened. i can't tell you what is it.... its P&C..... i'm stuck here sitting in my room thinking of what will happen tmr. scared? worried? feelingless? i can't find the right words to describe.

Keeping my fingers cross that it nothing big or more freaky than i tot it is already.

i'm too disturbed and lazy to make this post look pretty....so....sorry.... chao..~!

UnapPreciated taLes

2008-05-05T19:45:00.004+08:00

CRYING BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M CRYING FOR

STONING BUT I CAN'T FIND THE REASON FOR ME BEING LIKE THIS

HAPPY BUT I CAN'T SEEM TO FIND THE RIGHT PICTURE TO FIT

SAD BUT I DON'T KNOW WHY TOO~

PONDERING & WONDERING,

ALL I CAN FIND IS IMAGES SWIMMING;

THINKING OF THE PAST & FUTURE....

ALL THE BEST HUNNY......

THERE'S BETTER ONES

I'M JUST ANOTHER CHEAP B**** THAT RAN INTO YOUR LIFE

XOXO TAKE CARE

Friendship remains~~

P.S :: I LOVE YOU....

~L~

Tagged by Sean Chua

2008-05-05T18:55:00.002+08:00

What was I doing 10 years ago (1998)?

+ studying in primary school? (standard 2 in some chinese scol in the best class = i hate it!! =)
+ going tuition like some nuts
+ learning ballet (hated it during that yr and i failed but didn't quit still =.=")

~i have nothing much in my past~

5 things on my to-do list today

+ pack up my messy room

+ have breakfast with my friend
+ clear up my study table which has been a bomb since my finals
+ reformat my com
+ to find transport for my cheer pract

~ Had terrible body ache & didn't do anything ~
[] Just watched a movie ALONE []

5 Snacks I enjoy

+ Oreo s
+ Potato chips
+ Tiger biscuit
+ BITeS
+ cHocoLate

5 Things I would do if I were a billionaire

+ gEt a fULL make oVer
+ gEt a niCe sporTy cUte cAr / conDOminium [] better if both []
+ gEt my businesS oR waTever i'M dOing wiDer + bETter
+ inVest in a fEw moRe OTHER fieLds
+ help tHe nEedy?

5 of my bad habits

+ complaiNer
+ PessiMist
+ iLL-treat my bf? [] lolx []

+ don't wake Me uP unLess I'm sUppoSe to or i'll GEt reAL mOody
+ sLacKing till d vEry laSt

5 place i have lived

+ Subang Jaya apartment
+ Kota Kemuning
+ grandma's hse
+ jUngle?
+ sCol's classroom & field

5 jobs I've had

+ Promoter for Ladies wOrking WeaR

+ ChilDren Class t'cHer
+ Accountant? [] just to help my mum without pay X.X []

[] tHats aLL i think? []

5 people I tag:

Hex
Sean Chew
Nick
Yao Yun
Mun Yee

Current Feeling (I'mma Shine lyrics)

2008-05-04T01:07:00.004+08:00

Current Mood + feelings =S
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I’m gonna get it and we gonna get it and you gonna feel it and you gonna get it
I’m gonna get it and we gonna get it and you gonna get it and you gonna feel it
I’m gonna get it and we gonna get it and you gonna feel it and you gonna get it
I’m gonna get it and we gonna get it and you gonna get it and you gonna feel it

Chorus
I’mma shine, I’m gonna make it
Ain’t nothing to it to it
I'll take it (I take it)
I feel it (I feel it)
I'll flip it (I'll flip it)
Pull it pull it I'll straight get it
I’mma climb
I ain’t waitin’
There’s no need with the money I’m makin’
For streetin’ for chasin’ we get it in
The crunk hatin’

Enough don’t believe you don’t succeed
and if you don’t apply you won't achieve
you keep ya head up high
feet down low follow your heart
'till you get to the door
bells and wheels and wheels away
never trust a soul I’m here to say
Stop dependin’ on and be yourself
and grab a hold and don’t look left
so take a swing and here's your chance
you got nothing to lose so make a stance
the clock is tickin’ and time ain’t waitin’ with ya
all alone see that’s what your facin’

Chorus
I’mma shine, I’m gonna make it
Ain’t nothing to it to it
Ill take it (I take it)
I feel it (I feel it)
I'll flip it (I’ll flip it)
Pull it pull it I'll straight get it
I’mma climb
I ain’t waitin’
There’s no need with the money I’m makin’
For streetin’ for chasin’ we get it in might
The crunk hatin

Ya I know I’mma make the albums pay for this
I’mma with ya in the eye lookin’ for the ten for this
and I don’t steal for this I pimp for this
I’ll rhyme for around one hundred round clip for this
what happen to the struggle its called
and eviction notice
now people strong self evicken notice
prescription cops serve keep it real
that fine but if I get wit it I’mma face some time
and its hard being young and rich
trying to survive
trying to keep a shot to shine
on the poor headed ties
couple of meals in a vine
and a new whip for the wife
top that shit this is my life

~L~

time Tells

2008-05-03T00:10:00.005+08:00

I don' know exactly what to do or what to call myself

I'm lost and very lost....

I need my Hanna baby T.T

*hugs*

no hugs?

*sobs* Y.Y

Let time tell n let time tell

answer are there but why is it so hard for it to be seen

must it always be so mysterious?

is it a must for it to appear invincible?

and always in its invincible state?

tiMe teLLs...

time teLLs....

Let time teLL us where we would be

Let time teLL me where i should stand and what i should become...

Let time teLL yoU.... that u're the _________

Let tiMe teLL........

~L~

= LurCky n sLuRcky =

2008-05-02T01:38:00.007+08:00

[] Had Family Day This mOrn n V weird 3 ppl are d only chinese TEENAGER~! []

[] SWEETEST COUPLES []

[] mY DAUGHTER []

[] MY SISTER []

[] mY SWEETIE []

[] What a scene... []

<> oUr LUrve Lies between a FOOTBALL <>

~~L~~

iFL3it-1

2008-05-02T01:15:00.001+08:00

iFL3it-1

Wanted to leave
but im acting like such a freak

Wanted to cry
Everything just came to a Tie

Wanted you to know every bit of me
but
it just doesn't seem right

Wanted you to stay
Things don't normally comes out this way

Wanted you to leave

Baby , please don't!

Give me a LiFt
&
dOn't, DON'T

Ever let me leave....

iFL3it

2008-05-01T02:37:00.009+08:00

iFL3it

IF

If i'm me
what would the world be?
If i'm not here
How will this world be?

If i've never EXISTED
Things wouldn't come up TWISTED

If i've never been tempted to TRY
Things wouldn't be so DRY

If I'm not the one
the one in your life
the one by your side
the one who keep you in sight
the one which .......

What kind of person will you be?
What life will you be living?
What will you be facing right here , right now?
What will you do at this instant?

*silence*

IS ALL I HEAR

not even the sound of the wind could fulfill the answers for me...

WHY, WHY:
and i WONDER WHY~~

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

~L~

HappY BeLateD bUrfday muackx

2008-04-25T23:59:00.004+08:00

Another day to remember. Life is so short and i had never realized how fun celebrating my own Burfday can be... =)

<> i don't think this post will be **short and sweet** anymore =p <>

<> A diner night out <>

[] They say must make a wish wor []

<> Ladies and gentleman!! this is sean Chew's [] FLYING FISH [] <>

[V had one hell of a laugh for this "fish"]

-ask for details if u 're interested- haha!

<> Yao Yun's kambing (i think?) <>

<> Wonder why these two pics with hotdogs looks smaller than d other pic? <>

[] have fun understanding/imagining wats "behind d scene" []

**feel free to ask in my comment box** =P -bluekx-

[] tHe struggle between man n its best fren ---=- THE PRAWN -=--- []

<> Bowl modelling <> are you? =p

<> temPtacious ICE KACANG <>

<> AwWwww...i got a cake!!! <> **tearing** so touching!! <>

[] thAnkx yAo yUn [] [] my WALKING cake []

<> hope mY name iS still there aFtr d "NAIL" devil incident b 4 i took dis pic <>

[] sory yao yun [][] its ur nails!! =.=" []

*YAo yUn*

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

PREZZIE TIME!!

-SHIEN-

-ME lOVELY BABYSITTER-

= gRacie =

= ME hUNnY PiE =

(favourite, long wanted book!) THK u!!

=me hUnNy piE too! =

= PUI MUM MUM =

*_+_+_+*-+- **_+_+_+*-+- **_+_+_+*-+- **_+_+_+*-+- **_+_+_+*-+- **_+_+_+*-+- *

WORDS ARE HARD TO DESCRIBE

THE JOY IN ME

I HOPE YA'LL WOULD SEE

THIS VERY LIL MINE POST

POSTED JUST FOR YOU~~

ALL YA SWEET LIL ONES OUT THERE >>~

THE ONES WHO :

& wished miE &

& rmbred miE &

& rmbered miE bDay &

& madE my daY &

tHank u..~~ **hugs**

*_+_+_+*-+- **_+_+_+*-+- **_+_+_+*-+- **_+_+_+*-+- **_+_+_+*-+- **_+_+_+*-+- *

~ HAPPY BURFDAY ~

2008-04-24T02:26:00.005+08:00

Saying hello to age

I’m turning 18 2day!

Unbelievable!

I’m old @.@!!!

Finally I'm old!

Happy and excited as I sound

Clock strikes 12

*vibrate*

Phones ain’t ringing yet?

Didn’t it just rang?

Or am I having another illusion?

Somehow my cell phone isn’t ringing
yet.....

Staring, hoping, wanting, breathing...

Honey, where are you?

It’s my Birthday~

Honey, are you coming home tonight?

But it’s my Birthday~

Who would be the one who would stay by me

It’s my Birthday~

Who would wish me :: Happy Birthday ::?

It’s my Birthday~

Where are you when it’s my Birthday?

And I wanted you here so dearly...

To
~~ Share all the love we could share~~

~L~

If Death Cures

2008-04-22T19:48:00.007+08:00

If Death Cures

If Death cures

I won’t be sitting here right now

If Death cures

Everything will be fine

Every problem, pain and sorrows

Will be disappearing itself in the midst of the crowd

Down every street,

Every path,

Every corner...

If Death cures,

Why are you still reading this?

If Death cures,

I will be as free as life should be;

If Death cures;

I won’t feel the pain anymore;

If Death cures;

I won’t be yours,

I will be free~

Somehow, someday....

If Death cures the pain of me missing you,

* I wouldn’t take a second look at the world and jump!

If Death can lead you to miss me,

* Then this is my last goodbye.

If Death can bring you to love me,

If Death can show you

* How much u missed me;

If By Dying brings you back to me,

** I’ll do it !! **

Pieces broken;

And never to be found back;

You’re no longer mine

Nor you’re anyone’s

I miss you more than any words could describe

But please and PLEASE

I BEG you to let go of me

Let go of the PAIN u bring

Let go of the JOY and SORROW u carry

Let go of the “M3” that u have once loved so dearly....

Let go of.....

Let go of ME if you LOVE me~

I would be in a better place

Rather than this cruel world which leads me to nothing~

Please leave me and spare my life

Not from you

BUT AWAY FROM THIS WORLD~

~L~

Once iN a bLue mOon ....~.....~....

2008-04-20T20:44:00.006+08:00

Hey! =) no poems today! kinda still in a hyper mood , haha! sory..

spent too much within these few days (a lil too much , which i ve nvr b4 in my entire life!! )

just posting sum pics out for remembrance ~!
*muackx*

(outting on 19th Of April 08)

*muackx* mUm, shien , Leit!! =D

Elianto BLUE mascara + purple liner!! me prezzie!!

check out the creepy eye!!

woops!! forgot to intro, she, Xian, unfortunately is my primary scool mate which i bump into , during my outting wid my best frens. *muackx*
*+_*& miss u n miss d chat _+*~

P.S:: ~~THANKX~~ SHIEN N MUM MUM !! LOVE U GUYZ!! * HUGS *

Mum MUm , hope u like ur bag!
~L~

SeemLess

2008-04-12T00:40:00.005+08:00

SeemLess

Pieces and pieces of tiny crystal glass,
on my lovely marble ground;
shimmers in such a beauty…

Life is a path on its own
differing itself from those tiny crystal glasses;
Asking out loud~~

What happens when you get bored?

Bored of the person you love..

When you're in love

What happens to the tiny lil things you care about?

The care for the one you love

The joy you share and give

What happens to the words you use to convey?

Words for only the one you love,

Is this Everything about love?

The misery of love,
The dark side of love,
The meaningless path of love...

~~ The true meaning of love ~~

No one can tell;

Neither can anyone see nor to know...

~L~

Miss-U-Nit3

2008-04-09T18:49:00.003+08:00

As I lay down every night,

I can’t fight this feeling inside.

How I wish you were here,

To hold me so very tight.

If I only had you near,

everything will turn out,

Just alright

You may be far away,

But you’re always close,

to my heart…..

♥ I LOVE YOU ~ ~ ! ♥

BoRed in Campus

2008-04-08T09:30:00.002+08:00

Im bored in campus. Having bad stomach cramp too T.T anyway, just to keep myself bz...heres sumthg for u readers. enjoy~~!

Pretty flowers

Pretty Days

iF seemless is pretty

wonder where natural beauty lies

*.-*.+* Hopes and dreams are held,
*.-*.+* hiding everything which is unwell~~

*.-*.+* Flawless,

*.-*.+* From sight;

-$- EVER WONDERED ANYONE WOULD KNOW -$-
-$- about MiE INSIGHT? -$-

*.-*.+* UNSEEN SCARS

*.-*.+* UNSPOKEN WORDS

*.-*.+* UNSTABLE EMOTIONS

This is my life

This is my path

This is my fate

-^- worthless -^-
-^- speachless -^-
-^- lifeless -^-

best part.....

im emotionless ~~

~L~

insight- the clear (and often sudden) understanding of a complex situation

ExiSteNce

2008-04-07T22:11:00.003+08:00

*.-+.** -+--**-+**.-+.** -+--**-+**.-+.** -+--**-+**.-+.** -+--**-+**.-+.**-+*.-+.** -+--**-+**.-+.** -+--**-+**.-+.** -+--**-+**.-+.** -+--**-+**.-+.**-+-+-

Finding exisTence -+- -+-

Existence dAt haD nEveR exiSted -+- -+-

eVen in my eXisTing LiFetime -+-*.-+.*

* -+--**-+**.-+.** -+--**-+**.-+.** -+--**-+**.-+.** -+--**-+**.-+.**-+*.-+.** -+--**-+**.-+.** -+--**-+**.-+.** -+--**-+**.-+.** -+--**-+**.-+.**-+

Life seems hopeful
Life seems wonderful
Life seems meaningful

BUT

wHat happens when life don't go the way things should be?
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Life seems like a TRAP
where you can't even take a nap~
Life seems like a waste
where you can't even taste
the sweetness in life
nor the bitterness~
Life just became

~tasteless~
~meaningless~
~pointless~~hopeless~
~unfaithfulness~

and

LIFELESS....

~L~

False hOpe

2008-04-07T07:59:00.001+08:00

False Hope

True feelings

True love

True friendship

True sorrows

True happiness

True hope…..

It’ll never last nor will it stay.

False hope

Comes by and go

Giving fate

Leaving with life at stake.

Giving Love

Leaving whom he loved with pain

Giving light

Leaving darkness in soul

Giving appreciation

Leaving her only in misery

& Nothing last….

~L~

♥♥ Short & sWeet ♥♥

Just Another-DREAM-

Marie Digby - Miss Invisible (Original Song)

Just-4-Laughs >1<

*.* buDdies *.*

SEnsitivity-annoyed!

*Tinky-Tinkerbell*

Humans

$%#$ Blank #$^$#

tAgged by NAt. O__O

new hair T.T

What kind of guy relationship do you need

~ Q ~

eNcounteR

Realize

LiFe+YOurseLf

[] I CAN/CAN'T HANDLE THIS MYSELF []

. . . .

UnapPreciated taLes

Tagged by Sean Chua

Current Feeling (I'mma Shine lyrics)

time Tells

= LurCky n sLuRcky =

iFL3it-1

iFL3it

HappY BeLateD bUrfday **muackx **

~ HAPPY BURFDAY ~

If Death Cures

Once iN a bLue mOon ....~.....~....

SeemLess

Miss-U-Nit3

BoRed in Campus

ExiSteNce

False hOpe

. buDdies .

Tinky-Tinkerbell

HappY BeLateD bUrfday muackx